Sunday, December 10, 2006

Weekends never fails to rock my day even for the fact I had high fever and still having.

There's always this thinking which every individual would have as they grew up, where the past should be smtg that we must learn to forget abt. Nothing on associating on a person's maturity level. Actually, it depends on each individual themselves on how in handling the past into the future. So, when I met an old friend just now at the Wedding. Surprisingly, we still get along well. Maybe due to embarrasment or ego, I don't know... for we didn't exchange numbers just like others did. It was a sad thing, we drifted apart. We can't deny the fact we have "clash personalities". I chose to give up in giving in. Cos I am growing up myself to start with my own personal beliefs on my own rights. Maybe Allah has His reasons for not letting us to get along well. Not in terms of hatred, but just not being close like we used to.

Wedding and Engagement ceremonies touched my heart. Seeing the people you grew up with is gg to have starting their own family and all, you can never stop yourself wishing them happiness for the future. To think abt the past, the stupid things we did, brought lotsa laughters when we started talking abt it during the reunion and ended up having teary eyes. Both ceremonies that I went, I feel love is surrounding the air. You just can feel it. Just so hard for me to describe.

Everyone asking each other this same stupid question,"So when is it going to be your turn?" Some gave a definite age and year to be married and I gave this lame answer,"Not till I am a millionaire myself." Heh. Yes, they made fun of it ok. Saying I ended up nt wanting to get married becos after that I am worried that my husband would take my wealth away. Stupid... Heh. Then I say, "No lah.. See my fate. If the man I am dating with is fated to be mine, he shall be then. No point being choosy also. My fate is not only at the palm of my hands mah..."

I was very much enjoyed ZoukOut yest with girlfriends and him with his friends. I dunno how to define the crowds but all I can say, it was crowded. Abit settled by 5 am cos most left by then. Bumped into long lost friends was a real joy and questions keep on filling the conversations. Even thou' it was packed, the plc was small enough for you to bump into people you didn't expect to see tt point of time.

Congratulations to the girlfriends on this SPECIAL DAY, 10th December 2006.

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9:11 PM


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