Monday, October 02, 2006

SubhanAllah... Such great tests been tested during this mth. A real challenge. Either you get through it or you fail. When you failed, thr'll be consequences. When the truth seen and at times, we as human being, would just live indenial. No comments. I can't say much. No worries, I have no problems with Dar or friends. Just so happen, some of the family members found out truth. Family members not within my own family. I meant by my cousins. I do not wanna elaborate more on what had been found out. I was totally dumb-founded. Just don't ask. Hush...

Call me Evil. I accept it and do not mind. Cos maybe I am use to people talking behind my back calling me by such name. I really can't react to what I heard. I just said, "Kehendak Allah SWT. Dia yg menentukan nasib kita. You reap what you sow. Him being the Only One fair in Judgment had decided to let things be the way it is now. He witnessed every single detail of it. We only hear by mouth. Truth will surface as time pass. Do not bother to turn back time. It is of no use. Just accept. "

I always believed, when more truth being surfaced and it hurts, just hear and throw away the information after being told. If people wanna makes it more complicated, let them be happy with their part of what they'd claimed the root of the problem to be. We won't be at any loss as a matter of fact when no one hear our side of story on what we had went through for all along. Only Allah SWT saw and felt the pain together with us. We can be angry, but not too angry. No point. We are powerless to control the whole situation. Let it be.. Even few years down the road.. Let it be..

It is true.. Berat mata memandang, lagi berat bahu memikul.

confessed at
8:40 PM

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