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On addition I am having diarrhea. Been gg to the restroom for countless times. I've been whining and blabbering for the stomach aches so much. I can't remember the last time what I ate. Ibu insist in me eating 'pocai'. Can't bring myself to eat it. The look of it makes me wanna puke. Ibu wants me to go to see the family doctor. I am too lazy to go now. Anyway I have to go to school today to get consultation from Carolyn. Can't afford to skip class.
The mind keeps on reminding and thinking. Of what better things I cld do for the present and future. Things happening around me sometimes don't matter anymore. On how people sees me even. Some might have assume that I am stuck with Dar for 24/7 when I actually meets him like after a week and half or so. Cos of my tight schedules. Work and school that is what I was stuck with thru year round. Don't get me wrong. I am not complaining.
Some says sleep is nt impt. But I nd sleep so as not to exhaust myself. Even 3 hrs of slp for the night, I am glad enough. I nd to keep this brain functioning to prepare for my mentality the next day. There was a period, I was just working and nt studying. That is a different thing. That is why I can go out late nights evryday and still feeling refresh the next morning. Becos I do not need most of the time, squashing out juices of the brain for ideas.
I know my body well. In which to certain extend I am able to do and not able to do it. To a result, nighparty have to be lessen down. My health condition is not tt good in the 1st place, so I wldn't wanna make it any worst. I am re-live by the day, gets tired easily by the night. That is how my body works lately. Even to be doing work late night, I am not as energetic as before. Unless, I do not need to stay up badly, I shall call for my medicines (coffee + redbull). Yes.. It work me thru the whole night.
Then you realised, I am getting to be "I can't make it" kind of person. Not much being the "Okay,where shall we meet?" kind of person. My body level have changed people. Nothing abt getting old even so I know I am getting older each day. It is just that after realising I get bad headaches easily, I am just being conscious. I don't wish to trouble Ibu nor the family members.
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