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he has been calling me frequently. happy or irritated?you can say tt i am kinda torn. better still, confused.
after reading a forwarded email frm a girlfriend of mine.. i started to pause and think.. think of what it is like in another world.. think of the good deeds i've done and also.. the sins i've made. thinking tt when it comes to "my dooms day", i'll be all alone to answer those questions. which i am nt sure with Allah's Will am i able to answer His questions right. i've been pondering it for quite sometime now. too many signs have been shown. in which is happening ard me. yes, i admit. i am scared. i do not think i am mentally prepared for it. even an ustaz felt tt he did nt do much of gd deeds in this world to survive the test in another world , what's more for myself who is just an ordinary human being?
had this conversation with hunz and honestly, we are scared abt it. when this world ends, when the time stops running. tt's whr some things got into my head. rather than being bothered too much of other people's behavior, it is preferable to think of my own. cos i have to consider the other side of the world which last longer than the world i am living in now.
so tt explains very much, why i am nt bothered or got frustrated of critics. becos without them, i can never see the bad side and become a better person.cos without them, impossible for me to be receiving the gd deeds cos on the other hand, they meant evil towards me. cannot understand?? just pass it.
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