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honestly, i have nothing much to say. i've already said, if you want, it is you who risk it. no one else. btw if i ever felt hurt and sad, it is nt much on he left me. but it is more of my pride as a woman. how he told tales to people and people believe it and only has hatred towards me. to such extend, i came to a point, believe him for all i care, side him for all other wants to. becos i know the fact what has bn gg on my side of the problem with him. my concern is more of me nt to believe him or have faith in him.cos why would i have to do tt when tt person has degraded my pride by telling others my past? our shameful past. when Allah does nt do such things to me. neither mum nor granny. so why he is in a position to tell people whom i did nt really know, to know abt what happened. to know tt i made such a mean decision. even though i know, i pray tt he wld hv chng to the better. but let it be, i am no longer acquainted with him.
setbacks are learning experience. indeniably i claim to be as someone naive. well, i was. but not i am. maybe partly. although people wanna praise him. my mindset always says go ahead and praise. becos i know him as a diff person and he treats me differently.i cant make others to think of him the way i do. cos i know life is like a game, if you do not know to live it, you are at the most lost. but this game, you gotta believe very much in God [for myself, i am referring to Allah].i lost lotsa time.u name it. frm the day i lost my favourite Uncle to this day tt i lost 'them'. there's many happenings tt i failed, but one thing i believed no man can take away is my pride and to have them spit on it.
people's talking cant even bring me down. mind you tt. rumours, just makes me laugh. facts, makes me go smiling to have others to know bt what can i do? people owns a mouth. let them talk before Allah decides to make them mute. shall just let others to have the pleasure to say things be it true or not. cos u never know as and when you will be just losing your voice.
"...i can live without people like you around me..."- quoted on 13 December 2005. well, i know tt and so do i. btw you know tt i live becos of Allah and not you.
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