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thr'll be a private sale gg on at Isetan. only Isetan cardholders eligible to shop for today. yes.. GREAT SALE! GREAT BUY! they gave countless discounts frm an item for most of the brands. hv bn pestering ibu to get me Agnes B.'s bag.. as usual she'll look at me and list me the conditions. so i think i'll pass on tt. i hate her conditions sometimes. it could be as stupid as i am nt allowed to cut my hair short. only trim it. girlfriends said weird condition that is.
2 of the nice lecturers and an admin staff gonna leave sch. in other words, leaving us too. *uuweekkk* sometimes i hate the idea to hvg new lecturers. i keep on thinking negative thoughts that the new ones might love to nag. eeeK!! i prefer scolding to nagging. keep thinking the new ones might nt be nice enough to help out with our work, e.g giving ideas and concepts.haiyo.. they should leave when all of us graduate. it shld nt be now!! now im worried if the admin side be able to handle it well cos the pioneer among 'em leaving the end of march. if it is nt handled well, then everything gonna go bonkers. *shuete*
faking onself is nt a good way to try impressing others. nor does it able to chnge a person's point of view. cos when you faking,it can never lasts. as time passed, your other side will reveal too. a perception tt i must say to believe. strucked me after what an ol' friend told me abt some stuffs abt himself on the phone yest. i gotta realise tt if you do and say smtg to impress others, it might be a joke to 'em. more or less when we talk abt things tt is nt beyond our knowledge, we are making a fool out of ourselves. maybe i am like tt too? i dont know. if so, shame on me. ish!
being in this status, i feel partly like a kid again. eventhough i have the key to every freedom in making choices. my own kinda choice but i still take others point of view, esp mom. dont seem to be far away frm those nice people even at times i am living my own kind of world. these are the people who let me to have my stand on what i think of life and tt is someting to be appreciated and proud of. im allowed to be myself and walking on my own feet. none would give me wrong assumptions and negative thoughts on what i wanna do cos of this word call 'trust'. trust not uttered only thru the mouth but also in showing it. many questioned," do not you feel sad? everything's over? " i must say, i am blessed more than enough to hv nice, crazy, wacky people ard me, why would i ever feel sad for? instd i feel lucky bcos some unnecessary things cld be avoided, e.g arguments. even its a tiny winy bit. i am too lazy to argue still.
well, it is good to have blogs some times. people know your kind of perception. on the other hand, it is good only when it is not fake. heh.
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