Thursday, March 02, 2006

ive bn late to sch recently... till got extra 'lecture' by david yest mrng. now he makes me feel guilty.today, one of the lecturers frm Blackburn college wld be hvg her lecture class with us.i TRY to be early. i TRY.

it feels like hv bn 'donkey days' tt i've last mt up with beatch. esp. after her trip frm jB. hai.. hook up with 'mat jB' eih?

some people do not understand why i am wanting to work. yeap..im in search of another job. you ppl know tt i am whinny when it comes to my projS and all. saying i do not hv enough time and bla, bla, bla. moreover, on my health condition. i agree. but i always say to myself this.. till when i wanna keep asking frm my parents? cos i know i am big enough to support myself. girlfriends says i am still studying and tt cld be understood. again, is just myself. i feel so awkward to getting expenses frm 'em. the thought of this struck me. i dont know why. maybe i felt, they spent alot on me. from the food to the books to the materials to the telephone bill to the shopping expenses. other than tt, i cover it myself. even though, they never bring up the topic abt money tt they've spent on me, i still feel uneasy.

i nd to train myself very hard to get used in waking up early in the morning and do my projS after a long day of school and work. with that, maybe i can be prepared on short hrs of sleep after getting another job.let me stress on it.. it is ANOTHER job not a NEW job. heh.

confessed at
10:15 PM

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