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YES PEOPLE!! I AM AT HOME THIS VERY MOMENT!!
went straight home from work. was tired so slept till 9plus. now kepala Ku pusing.
my punctuality at work is quite bad. need to improve. becos i shld feel glad tt they make room for me to improve in my punctuality. tt is my only problem at work tt nd to be improved. partly becos i nd to stay awhile at sch tt makes my time management not tallying with what i've scheduled.
the feeling is coming again. i am contemplating in gg KL.even for the fact tt we've already book the rooms. please dont yell at me. hope i wont back off again.
grandmother is nt doing well. i nd to get a better job than this. before tt, need to improve myself. my savings will nt be enough for my future school expenses if in case, grandmother nd to use extra expenses for her medications. it is nt as cheap as what i've assumed. in the 1st plc, i am old enough to be surviving with my own hard-earn money. so what tt i am still studying? i do not see the point why i cant do both at the same time. it just breaks my heart if i ever hv to ask Ibu money. she paid alot on the things i did and doing in life.when you gets older, we tend to be embarassed asking for money at this age..
born as the eldest, doesnt come easy. becos i nd to show a good example to bro. haiz. he deserves a good sister in the 1st plc. do you know how difficult it is to discipline your siblings? i might fail to potray myself as a good sister but i am glad he respects and listens to me. somehow, along the way, i know i need to be prepared of his attitude change at his adolscent stage.
i do not see myself as useless. i am just nt good in time management. even thou' i've planned it, i rarely follow up with it. becos of the load of work tt nd to be completed. maybe if im done and over with sch, i'll be much more relieved than now? many people said tt i nd to loosen up, so tt explains the short trip to KL.
need to look for a tattoo-ed guy for my ZO card. anyone care to intro me any tattoo-ed guys? the dudes i know, i do nt hv their contacts.not even my own 'Bubski'. heh.speaking of him. i miss his company. the crazy dude. hah!
contradicting life eih? no comments people.
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