Thursday, February 23, 2006

Vin Diesel kinda hv a BIG SIZE BODY. check out those arms man!! or shld i say muscles?!! even so,i still find him charismatic *melts* . was watching HBO and happens to hv the movie The Chronicles. he was the so-called 'hero'. so yeah.. i love to watch the movies tt had him ard.. even thou' he wld just be a back-up actor, i still watch! haha! besides him, i hv fettish in looking at Ja Rule's looks.. ya..ya.. i know tt he is a Black. again, i dont care. most of my gfS, said he is nt gd-looking.. but you ppl failed to see the charismatic him!! or maybe i hv fettish lookin at 'botak' guys?!! haha! i mean.. cute botak guys.. *drools* haaaaiizz.... *dreamy look*

not be working til nxt mth.. bck to square one.. i hv two new projS received just now. bear with me people..

had an anonymous tagger saying this, " best u stop lookin back at the past. wats done is perfectly undone". yeap, to be agreed on what he/she gotta say. besides this person, you realised tt everyone in this world wld be giving the same advice to each other. you aware of tt? for a reason, ive decided to stop giving such an advice after the last relationship to others.becos i understood the meaning of the uncontrollable feelings on the sudden thoughts of the past. even thou' we've let it go, we bound to think of the past at some point of time. then the mix feelings aroused in us tt it can't be help.i've never said tt i am nt thankful unpleasant experienced happened to me nor i've said im happy in gg thru' unpleasant things.the best feeling i shld describe is i am willing in gg thru' it in the Almighty's Will.

all of us make the choice to who we wanna be nice and to who we wish not to. tt's why people can never figure why i am never nice to my exS.not becos the reason of they leave.it is becos the real thing happened in the relationship.which does NOT AFFECT the people ard me but it INVOLVES the people i love.they are my girlfriends and MY MOM.yes..blame myself too for hurting mom.but on the other hand i could not stand the fact tt them who hurt her whrby she is only a saudara Islam to 'em.they are not even an aquaintance to my mom.ya..maybe some of humans out there do not mind the fact tt their mothers been fooled by outsiders.for my part,i do care.cos she's the one who raised me up and never gives up on me.people who didnt face this can never understand how it feels to hv your mom being fooled by outsiders.Alhamdulilah... mom have the patience to face all tt.

so bck to the previous topic... thank you anonymous for the thoughts. but i hope you got the clearer note on the previous entry i had.in those reply i had for you was an explanatory of the entry.i do not take your advice an offensive one.instd, you remind me. thk you. pardon me for my girlfriends.. they are concern on my condition. tt's the reason why they are protective over me. it is a friendship-love. you should understand what i mean if you hv to go thru' what i did and do.

*honey, you shld hv followed us last monday. thou' its a mini-celebration, it was fun indeed!!*

BTW HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER, ABDUL MALIKI!!

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