Friday, February 17, 2006

V-day.. was special for me this year.. after so long... anyway the moments together gonna be of which i shall cherish and keep. gifts given aint tt big or expensive. thoughts that counts. better than me who didnt give 'em anything. hah!
it is just unexpected tt i'll be celebrating it this year.. it was more to surprises.. those surprises kinda make me not to stop smiling til now.. yeap.. on this very moment tt im bloggin' this entry. heh.
" honestly, i hv to admit, the love of my life tt i found is you.." the 1st boy said. so i hit it bck by saying, " how many girls before me had you said tt? did they melt and fall in love with you?? *smirks* " as usual,he was defensive. bla..bla..bla.. having to hear those words makes me wanna puke! just look at this point.. one day when i hv to reject him and turn to someone else.. he feel sad abt it..then when found a new girl, he'll be telling the same thing to the present girl.so what the heck? every girl he met in his life is his love of his life and ended up all of the girls become the love of his life! hah! i think he needs to understand the meaning of 'love of my life' before saying it. well, i still appreciate the gift thou'.
i still wanna say this. overall, i love my second date more. *smily*smily*
im not in the love mood.. please.. it is just infatuation. i'll get over it soon. cannot be every man i met along my path, i hv to fall in love with him. i'll take all my time living in this world when comes to love. what impt most when it comes to love for now is my love to the Almighty, family and girlfriends.im in no hurry for the moment.thr's more to living than just a love to a man. speaking from experience? well, maybe. even so, not all men are the same, i am just being cautious.that's all.
i still remember saying this.."i may not know the truth now.. bt i'll know it sooner or later..maybe it take me 2 to 3 years or even 5 years to know the truth.i'll be mad for only a short while, but i'll get over it.cos i know,you aint sincere bt wanna save your ass for now.i do not hv to question for the truth.it will show bit by bit.i shall witness it with my own eyes and ears.i do not find for truth.truth will shows up by itself."
very well...i shld say.. true enough.. it happened. it did. it makes me smile and say, "Alhamdulilah.. tt the outcome is nt how we've planned it to be. im released frm all those days." yes, Almighty is fair. no doubt in that.
girlfriends,thank you for the encouraging words and concern.. my exam is paid off with a distinction. yes..i've passed. despite the fact, i was the one and only student to take the exam on another day just becos ive yet to finish up my namecard. David and Cynthia, thank you for the chances. both of you are truly appreciated by us.

confessed at
12:49 AM


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