Thank the Almighty tt he didnt do any rash decision just now. i know tt he didnt mean to hurt anyone.He is confused i guess.maybe he just went bonkers for a moment becoz he was thinking too many of negative thoughts. everything is better now.he shld understood what's gg ard for all along.but sometimes i question myself, is it necessary for you to react tt way? now,i'm confused on what's gg on.i'm worried abt her too.she's yet to be bck home by now.hope she's doing fine.
weekends had been great for me.oh no..im nt looking forward for the weekdays.bck to square one,i'll be busy with my own schedule.like any human beings in the world.
last saturday,bumped into "ex-good friend" of mine.she's the same old person since i knew her way bck in secondary school days.well,i'm over with it.can't be bothered abt the fact if she feels tt she still better than me.was surprise tt actually she waited for me by the side while i was busy chatting with 2 of my friends to just approach and say "hi" to me.i didnt realise it till beatch told me tt she had bn observing for quite some time frm a distant.still,i miss the friendship we had. maybe if she is a changed person,i might accept her again as my gd friend.i'm hvg doubts in her for nw.
best friend has a new "friend" recently.coincidently,he is my friend too!! haha! funny..funny.. some people might go bonkers knowing tt best friend is a "friend" to this friend of mine. lol.
i might be looking for another job.my savings might nt be enough for my future.im nt forcing myself to overwork.i believe when im still alive and kicking,i try my best in making use of my time as useful as possible before i fall sick again one day.
was out for awhile after dinner with firah and faezah.to pay my bills and accompany firah deposting money to her account.at civic,only the Almighty knows how many times i had encountered this...a Muslimah was smoking while wearing tudung.to be understood here tt smoking is 'makruh', but when wearing tudung and smoking in a public, it is nt appropriate. logically, ppl respects those who wears tudung more and it is nature tt humans expect 'em to be behaving somewhat abit much more polite than those who ain't wearing it.i respect the fact tt she's wearing tudung bt why was she potraying like "perempuan jahiliah" when she was wearing it.maybe she's a heavy smoker and it's a habit for her.to think abt it,she cld do it at some plc deserted,whr not many passer-byS.or maybe at home.if she wanna do it publicly,take it off when wanna do such things.do not ruin the name of "Muslimah"! what is wrong with tt woman?! she might be an Indian in race bt her religion is still Islam. if she cld gimme a point for such a behavior,then i take it tt my comment is a harsh one.
nw im busy doing my bookcover.im stuck in how am i able to make it better.
sorting out a real nice plan for this coming sunday with beatch and ida.we are planning to give a lil' surprise for the "cute darling" of ours. lol. it wld be btr to hv the bike ard.beatch wld be able to give a lil "peck of kiss" on it. *evil smile*
hunz,call me if you reading this.when are you free to hv dinner with me?bring along asthrysia before she fly bck to her 2nd hometown.
btw,firah has posted a "beautiful" entry specially for me.got other ppl name also lah...check out her blog if you peeps wanna read it.i'm so touched... heh.it's true. thinking of it...tk berbaloi for the misunderstandings we had.somehow,it strengthened our friendship in a way or another.i'm glad we survived till now.i believed it will make us to work things out better for the present and future.
to girlfriend,rye,i cant tag along for trekking.gotta work on tt day.my apologies. bt you peeps can fetch me after work instd!! hahahaha!
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