im still awake at this hour.with a reason,im working on the namecards.
will be mtg cousin after her work and headin lau pa sat.this "date" has bn planned since my b'day last yr.due to our busy schedules,it's drag til today.heh.so taggin' anyone?if you peeps don't wana come wld hv bn btr.so i can hv the food all to myself (damn! am i being too honest?!! hahaha!).im nt sure whether im able to accompany beatch today to cash converter.oh yes..she's converting all her stuffs tt she bought for her "ol' darling".hope it bring in some gd money man...haha!
only the Almighty knows how badly i wanna get a debit card for the other savings acc.hv bn pleading ibu to make one for me bt she ignored me.sad right?!! cz with tt acc she make one card for me,i can definitely survive w/o hvg to ask her money.bt she don't understand lah.she always hv 1001 excuses nt hvg a card for me.maybe after the "Harrods Bear" incident which i bought frm UK.haha!ok peeps..dun be mad ok...i dunno what's up with me tt pt of time.it happens like 2 yrs bck.i still remember..everyone were so shocked for the "things" tt ive bought frm thr when i shld hv get other btr stuffs.haha! bahalol..bongok..gundu.. just name it.for tt reason,mum terminated her Lady's Card.haiya...if nt can enjoy the free spas and discounts!!serve me right!! bangau...cock-head..semua lah!
do not have to put yourself in a position of being goody-to-shoes.i might nt know you bt i very well can read your intentions.if this is a game and you wanna play it with me,anything goes..im well-prepared.don't talk to me pretending like nothing happened.you brought shit to my life,you made a fool out of myself during those days.what makes you think i'm buying your kindness?showering money and gd-looks don't buy friendship.mind you.so don't you worry,i do not shed a tear for someone like you.i might shed tears for my other girlfriends,but it will nvr be you.to whom im referrin to?an old friend of course on which i bumped into her tt Saturday.quite thru on some sayings..."a leopard can nvr chnge its spots". i shall make you disgusted by me in any way i cld.u think u r mean enough? nah...you are nothing for me to handle.hvg your vengeance nw?haha! zaman bila tu? when i was 12 maybe?hahaha!
glad tt ibu is indeed happy for the way i am nw (except for my party life of course!).she always said tt her prayers are answered.so i m still figuring out what she has bn praying for in her prayers.one thing obviously tt can be seen,is my seperation with Wan.i do nt believe she prayed for a seperation btwn us but maybe she prayed to the Almighty to show me the things tt might hv happened in a long run if the r'ship goes further.yeap..the picture was clear enough tt i felt i was banged against a very hard wall.i am nt sad tt we are seperated.i am sad on 'em whom i can't keep.was nt a wise choice.bt what's done can't be undone. well..all i know nw ibu is happy.the best gift tt i afford to give her.i've yet to be able to get a proper job to support her.so yeah...some of my girlfriends knew the hard times which she had pull thru' together with me when Wan failed to be thr when it also involved him.hah.so much of talking huh?ppl who talks too much... seems to always fail to do on what they've said.i still remember tt conference conversation.."no...those don't belongs to me..i do nt know who they belongs to..." that is a real slap to my face. a real hard slap. nvr known a man who has an innocent look behave n talks in such a way.if i hadn't quietly witness the conversation..again,a diff story tt he will be telling.again, 1001 excuses. nothing new.it always have bn expected.
im truly glad tt i survived.thru' the hardships.thru' the pain.thru' the lies he made.
for nw,im bck to work.beep me up ltr peeps.
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