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those were the days whr we dun hv to worry abt money (cz most parents wont b tt heartless enough to grounded us by cutting our allowance),the amt of stress tt working life gotta "offer",we wanna badly wanna go out to the working world to earn our own "hard-earned-cash" and etc.other than tt,its also when we were so playful tt we love to disturb every subject teacher tt comes into the class tt they got so annoyed by us.haha! still remembered for playing truant once in sec4. got caught and gave 1001 excuses for nt showing our art development for what we had done so far.hahahha! those were the days....
yeah..each time i was admitted to the "noisy" class. in the normal academic class tt pt of time,has no first and last class. its just tt happens the subjects tt i wanna pursue after the streaming exams consists of the "naughty" boys who took art and history as a subject.tt's whr i was seperated,in terms of class, with best friend and started the bond of friendship with bitcharella and the gangs.tt wld be the yr of millenium.nt forgetting i was appointed as the Vice-Head Prefect and Secretary of Students Sports Committee (i know none of you peeps will be able to believe this!! such a loud person like me hvg such posts during tt time.hah. "aku pakai susuk aku rasa." haha!).was known to be the "understanding" vice-head,with a reason, i always give chances to students. bt when i got mad,they called me "the devil"!
establishing r'ships during those yrs was a mistake tt i've made.becos i aint able to juggle with studies and r'ship tt well. i was too young enuff to schedule my time properly. all i think was enjoyment. i flopped at the end of sec3. thank the Almighty,i able to make it thru to "O" levels after the "N".i wasnt gd enuff in handling my r'ships problems...tt includes friendships sometimes..bt all the arguments, heartache and failures had made me learnt,on which also made me to understand ppl btr.with the Almighty's Will,u'll be able to know who are sincere and who are nt.those who aint sincere are striked off frm my life for now.
for all the challenges tt i hv to go thru' nw, i shall reap what i'd sowed.i do not believe the Almighty is being unfair to me for what happened.thr's always karma on the things tt i've done before.especially the sins tt i've made.honestly,im not taking with open arms on what the karma tt i've bound to face though i know i redha and pasrah.like on how some ppl said to me before, "me terima saja apa balasan yg Allah nk kasi me." saying this sentence out as if it meant nothing. this sentence if you gotta re-think,it does mean smtg. SubhanAllah.Trlupa kah kau akan kekuasaan-Nya? Trlupa kah kau dgn kehebatan-Nya atas balak yg Dia ingin menimpa atas kau? Sanggup kah kau,hambaNya yg hanya dilahirkan dari perut ibu kau, dpt mengatasi penderitaan itu atas kelakuan keji kau yg dahulu? Sedangkan kau telah gagal utk bertanggung jawab, apa yg mambuat kau fikirkan kau dpt menempuhi segala dugaan itu tanpa rasanya derita dan tidak mengadukan penderitaan itu kpd sesiapa? Sedangkan kau telah telah memalukan seseorang, apakah yg membuat kau merasakan dugaan itu tidak akan mejadi berat bagi kau? Think before you speak (remember this sentence tt you've said to me? nw im telling you tt you are speaking for yourself).
im feared with the "dugaan" tt ive bound to mt becos i know i wldnt be tt gd enough to handle it. the end-result might be a disappointing one.bt yeah,like others, i know praying and doing it is a key to everything.
back on what i've said...i miss those times whr we've spent our wkends on outings.especially the picnic at east coast.haha! Azman was been bullied. ya.. cant believe it tt he was with bitcharella!! haha! since tt day,i was able to see the love tt all of my peeps gotta offer to the "friendship". thank the Almighty to cross our paths once in our life. along the way of those adolscent stage too, tt's whr i mt firah, rye, faezah, inah, liz, airin, sabby, and etc.these are the peeps who rocks my world too til' this day.
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